heres the curse :p
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! :) happy tracing
i loved reading this ! the rainmaker
iam sure u wud love this too..
Taking decisions about your career is always tough . Especially when you dont want to keep responsibilities .
Thers only one word that describes me to the hilt “CHAOS” . My day is incomplete until i screw sometihng up, My room is incomplete without my dirty clothes… what more do i add ? .Iam myself pretty bored of this lifestyle. I was talking to my mom about this lastnight . She has always been a patient listener to all my querries. This time too she waited until i finished everything and just managed to say out one sentence ” This home is incomplete without your chaos” and i was smiling all away . It was true people are always talking aboutnice things , clean rooms , clean dresses and genetlemenlike behaviour ! but i always felt this behaviour was born out of neccessity than yourself. i have never been restricted by anyone to be like “this” and probablythats why this randomness.
Today when iam sitting there is this one important question hanging over me. Itook this CS by interest without a doubt . I always had a safe career and thats partly due to the fact that there is a sound economics at home . never had to run around my dad or mom for money ! i never need much but still i was always given what i wanted before i cud ask. Money deposited bankchallans filled up …Never stood in a Q to patfees :P until this time :) . Never had to go to buy myself a shirt a call to my
sis in law would do the job . Gobbling food right from ammas finger tips. Sounds rosy aint it ?
But at the end of the everyone desires to be called Mr X and not Mr Y`s father and iam no exception to that. and thats one of the reasons iam taking up this CS stream .. and doing all i wanted . I know at the end of the my living is not goin to be tough a heavy packeted job at Singapore is only a matter of my own choice .
I have been a given a notice :D at home :p either chose a tech career and get on with it in all seriousness and just come around for a management job :p .But they are not hell bent on making me do something i dont want to .
They always ask me what am i goin to do no iam not jus talkin abt my carrer its a everyday ! :(
I remember ur aims change so much as u grow up .Long ago i wanted to Master sachin , soaring pilot ….Stylish Rajnikanth …. successfull bill x: .Today iam not going to be any of them iam goin to be just theyaga . and that matters a lot.
See justa few lines and iam already confusing you . ha ha ! dont worry i will come up with a clear blog next time . Iwas just looking to paste all my thoughts.
And iam not goin to do it fast . surely one wrong move and sure u will repent all your life
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“Love and Obsessive compulsive disorder could have similar chemical profile -> Love and mental illness maybe difficult to tell apart!
Love, it seems lights up certain areas of the brain and releases chemicals that provoke hyperactivity, recklessness and exhilaration.
Novelty triggers dopamine in the brain, which stimulates feelings of attraction. Physiologically speaking, initially there is dopamine-drenched state of romantic love, which could go away but what sustains love long term, is oxytocin-induced attachment!
Science can explain how love affects the brain-but not the mystery of how it affects the heart.”
:) what do i say !! jus add ur own comments
it was sometime ago :) my english seemed to pull strings out of an instrument … something has gone missing all through.. here iam back thinking hard to put those words back :)
Bereft of the spark that once seemed timeless, I fall back on words of others to draw my groggy English out of bed.
Their lines, free-flowing like rainwater on a Mumbai flyover, make me reach out hopelessly to my fading sensitivity.
More envious than inspired, I write this. And words move out of my mind onto keyboard like traffic on the same drenched road.
Oops just wonderingif the inspiration is to type on the brand new keyboard.
Iam Theyagarajan S ( 'taggy') . to know more ,head out to
